Sweet Sweet Love~

The duet that never meant to be~

2010-03-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

This blog was made so that I could express all my feeling and thoughts kept in my heart.
It was directed at a very special person who broke my heart too many times.
To end her chapter in my life, this will be the last n final post.
Good Bye~

You never did figure it out~

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Wishing I never said Hi~

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There are times when I wished I never knew you,
but deep down I know I'm glad I did~

The Dark Knight~

2010-03-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

The night is darkest just before the dawn~

You know I love you~

2010-03-01T20:11:00.003+08:00

You know I love you, You know I do.
But I can't fight anymore for you.....

Untitled~

2010-02-28T15:23:00.003+08:00

Emptiness is a much better friend~

Lies~

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I shall not lie~

Lame joke~

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Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
God must have been drunk when he made you!

Responce : WHAT?! Are you saying God has a drinking problem?!

Ha! Ha! Haaaa......

wait.... isn't tat.. pikachu the pokemon?!

Merry Christmas~

2009-12-25T00:48:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone...

Time Machine~

2009-12-24T00:44:00.004+08:00

Too often has the passing of time ignored my presence,
The lost treasures of time is but a memory and lesson for us to grow forward.

I was wrong~

2009-12-23T02:37:00.003+08:00

The souding wind has forced my hand of humility....
Life is without faults as so am I....

Take a lil notice~

2009-12-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

You turn the tide of things with the slightest of efforts,
yet why do you not notice my sorrow.

Grey skies~

2009-12-19T00:04:00.007+08:00

I'm caught between two desires of pain and love.
Tear open the skies and break free from these bonds of disgust.

Who Gives a Fuck What You Think?!

2009-12-14T21:12:00.006+08:00

Time and time again,

Friendship has somehow eluded me and scattered away as ugly as can be leaving behind a wake of emptiness that fills the void where it once occupied.

Another journey down the path of bitterness is but a journey need taken more than once.

Inflation of Love~

2009-12-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

I Love You means not even half of what it use to worth.

Your smile no longer shines~

2009-11-27T01:23:00.006+08:00

Maybe the heart that I have longed to surrender to you has gone astray in the midst of that was not right with us.

Call back my heart and maybe the glitter of your smile returns to view.

Blue skies~

2009-10-18T16:24:00.002+08:00

The sky was blue,
The day I fell for you~

Your kiss arouses me with the slightest touch~

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The moment your lips connect,
I am aroused in every way.

My reason to awake~

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You are the reason I so eagerly open my eyes at the break of dawn~

Green with jealousy~

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Jealousy is but one sin that I cannot ignore....

I miss you~

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And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off~

The silence of loneliness~

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Disrupt my episode of silence with your sweet melody my dear~

Sad songs~

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Your all I can ever dream of~

See the world thru your own eyes~

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I don't believe in faith,
I believe in opportunity~

Oh Man~

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I wasn't yours,
I wish I was~

Grant me my dreams~

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Touch me and hold me tight.
For I have no desire greater than thee~

A tear unnoticed ~

2009-08-07T16:42:00.004+08:00

In your haste of wanting tomorrow...
Did you miss my sorrow.....

How does ur lips taste?

2009-08-04T20:40:00.001+08:00

What colour are ur lips?

Luxury of failing~

2009-08-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

Its time to stop excusing myself for all the shit that has happened and finally make life work!
I'm not a failure!

Cross road~

2009-07-29T00:18:00.011+08:00

A sandy beach by the crystal waters on a bright sunny day with David.

or

A magnificent tour of Paris with Mike in my arms.

I curse myself for being loved so generously yet fate calls for me to have only one yet how could I choose when no matter the outcome, all three lose.

I'm at a cross road.

*inspired by Saki Saki-chan.

I hate you~

2009-07-22T16:51:00.005+08:00

I hate you.
I hate the way you make me smile when I don't feel like it.
I hate the way you make the world disappear without even trying.
I hate you for being the one person I couldn't forget even if I tried.
I hate you for making me fall in love with you.
I hate you for not replying that love.

I love you~

I impose myself onto others~

2009-07-08T20:32:00.001+08:00

I interpret the world by confusing other people’s psychology with my own.

*1~

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Give me one night,

*2~

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a thousand kisses,

*3~

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a well rehearsed whisper during a handpicked song,

*4~

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a dance,

*5~

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a photo,

*6~

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a thought born from a moment shared together,

*7~

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a map with a heart drawn on your next location,

*8~

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the chance to condense your favorite movie into an hour

*9~

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and meet me on the other side of intimacy.

The only way~

2009-06-24T21:11:00.001+08:00

The only way of knowing a person is to love them without hope.
Walter Benjamin-

A simple kiss~

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Kissing is pure bliss~

Your a wonderland~

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Take me away and show me the wonders in you~

Good day~

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I woke up today.... and couldn't help but smile~
Its gonna be a good day~

Take a walk in my shoes~ #99

2009-06-18T17:39:00.003+08:00

If you were in my shoes~

Young to hope~

2009-06-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

"Woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love--and to put its trust in life"
Joseph Conrad~

I will change the world for you~

2009-06-14T14:41:00.002+08:00

The world has proven that one has not the power to change the world~
yet... I find myself trying so much harder to do so~

The heart~

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Mayb you're here or maybe you weren't~

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Meet me on the other side of intimacy~

Sad~

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If you are sad, ask yourself why you are sad. Then pick up the phone and call someone and tell him or her the answer to that question...

I wish~

2009-06-10T09:33:00.003+08:00

I wished you could have told me the first time we met...
You were going to break my heart~

Lead me home~

2009-06-09T16:35:00.003+08:00

I'm lost in two worlds~
yet your touch engulfs me upon the kiss of your lips...
Kiss me tonight and bring me home~

Cloud 9~

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jump upon the skies of cloud nine
while wishing for the clouds to catch you~

Leave your mark~

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Leave a scar,
so I have proof that it happened.
Evidence of a story that needs an end....

Catch me~

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I wish to fall.....

Smash~

2009-06-01T17:40:00.003+08:00

Smash my heart~
and paste back the pieces in your own unique way of love...

I wish to hold you by my side every night~

2009-05-23T01:42:00.003+08:00

In the stillness of the night.... You stood by my side...

Love me~

2009-05-20T01:34:00.004+08:00

Kiss me and I will stop the world for you~
Hug me and I will warm you~
Hold my hand and I will guide you to the place you wish to go most~
Love me and I will love you too~

Kiss me~

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Kiss me and infuse in it all your feelings of love and lust ~

Touch me~

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You turn me on everytime we touch~

A sweet secret #2~

2009-05-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

The secret is not a kiss~
The secret is saying I'm yours without words....

Show me the world~

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Hold my hand and show me the world.
Surprise me the best you can~

Being Better~

2009-05-08T16:40:00.003+08:00

You make me want to be a better man~

Lost attraction~

2009-05-03T16:30:00.005+08:00

Someday....
The attraction I create while losing myself will reach you~
yet your cries of wanting me back will not find me~

All I want for christmas is you~

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You make me want nothing but you~

Happy Birthday De Lon di~
MUAXX!

Hug me tight~

2009-05-01T16:05:00.005+08:00

The comfort of your embrace....
Strikes warmth into my cold shivering heart...

I had a nice day,
A nice day shared with you...

Take my heart~

2009-04-28T18:51:00.003+08:00

Take my heart and drown me in affection.
For I want nothing else but you~

Wanting you~

2009-04-27T19:31:00.004+08:00

I could live my life without you~
I could stop dreaming of you~
I could try to forget you~
I could tell myself I don't need you~
I could tell my friends I'm over you~

yet.... Who am I trying to fool?
There is nothing without you~

I am yours for the taking~

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Say it....
and I'm yours.....

Evil~

2009-04-25T17:19:00.003+08:00

I see darkness in you~

Dull~

2009-04-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

The roads seems so dull without you~

Stolen moments~

2009-04-23T18:17:00.005+08:00

A few stolen moments is all that we share~

Life killed a dream I dreamed~
Cheers to Susan Boyle~

Dangerous~

2009-04-22T14:27:00.002+08:00

There's a reason why I can't look into your eyes~

Knocking on your door~

2009-04-21T20:32:00.004+08:00

Every path I take leads to your door~
and I just can't help but wonder~
Did you notice me standing at your door,
never daring to knock upon it.

I won't tell lies anymore~

2009-04-20T14:35:00.004+08:00

I can't stop telling lies.
Coz the truth is just too much to bear.

-I can't stop loving you-

Dark Prison~

2009-04-19T18:13:00.005+08:00

The sun shines so brightly through the impecable clouds yet it does not penetrate the shabby windows that defines the line of my dark prison of a room that sees no light from the outside world that seems to sparkle and filled with laughter so sweet that it sickens my heart~

At least you won't hurt me in here~

*picture credit to xiiaOz XiaNz*

An unexpected encounter~

2009-04-18T15:22:00.004+08:00

Chance upon the possibility that we may meet unexpectedly....
Expressing surprise at the sight of the other yet happiness swells inside as joy fills our heart for the encounter is more than welcomed~
May it be a start of something new and spectacular~

Lending your heart from time to time~

2009-04-17T02:07:00.005+08:00

I ask not for the world, just the acknowledgement of my presence in your eyes as we spend stolen moments together making the evening as perfect as can be~

You make my heart shudder upon the thought of having you yet I have no other desire greater than the one that longs for your company through lonely nights that seem so long and frightening. Every breath beside you is a breath wish reliving for it makes the world sparkle upon the very smile on your face as you melt the erected barriers of defenses surrounding my heart that I have built to shield myself off from such emotions that may wreak havoc upon what is so fragile.

You were a such a pleasant melody that soothed the harshest of my fears that I have longed for in many but could not find yet it will elude me furthermore for its possession falls to another.

There's a lil kid inside every man~

2009-04-15T14:35:00.004+08:00

It's a kids world and we just live in it~

* Happy Birthday Alex~
Stay a kid always~

Rainy rain~

2009-04-13T18:52:00.009+08:00

The pouring shower of rain cleanses the world along with my heart for the freshness it invokes deep within can't be helped but lifted onto the surface of my soul as I feel every drop of water hitting me sending an intoxicating pulse through me like a rush none before.

In those treasure moments I stood before you just before entering a bliss of ecstasy as a kiss like no other ever given birth is born and thus ends the beating of my heart for I surrender to thee my most prized possesion.

*note* I hate ulcers!

Blind~

2009-04-12T14:21:00.002+08:00

Every time she blinks,
She strikes somebody blind.

Not to feel the pain~

2009-04-11T10:31:00.003+08:00

"I shouldn't confuse endless possibilities with my own unsettled heart."

Fooled~

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It's love that seizes me~

Calendar Girl~

2009-04-08T10:28:00.007+08:00

If I am lost for a day,
try to find me.

But if I don't come back,
then I won't look behind me.

All of the things that I thought were so easy,
just got harder and harder each day.

//Stars-Calendar Girl

*Dreamed I was dying, as I so often do.
and when I awoke I was sure it was true*

Super Piggy~

2009-04-07T12:56:00.004+08:00

radioactive pig!

I shall kill you all!

Super Pig~

Disaster at sea~

2009-04-06T17:02:00.008+08:00

The sirens sing and wails tempting the wandering few into their grasps, but I feel the urge to get away~

Radioactive Love~

2009-04-05T21:24:00.004+08:00

The radioactive toxin of love poisons my heart~
Leaving in its wake utter devastation~

Stay a lil longer~

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Stay and touch upon the silence of the night that strays ever so slightly....

Be it not~

2009-04-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

Be it so.
Be it not.

I will not impose.
I shall not quiver.
Be it so a lonely night.

For I have what matter most.
and that is I.

Fuck You~

2009-04-03T00:14:00.010+08:00

I'm bored. I'm sick of being second best to everything. I'm tired of being the one who always swallows the vulgar taste of rejection and unwelcomed hospitality.

When do I get to the one?!
When will I be the person you wanna spend time with?!
When will the time come when I am the person you're looking for?!

Why can't I be the main attraction?!
Why can't I be the person your world revolves around?!
Why can't the idea of just spending time with me bring a smile to your face?!

For those who left me out in the cold just because you had something more important to do!

FUCK YOU!

Dreams~

2009-04-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

Dreams are like lil fantasies that we dream up as we sleep through the night...

An illusion of reality that is shaped by our deepest desires as we manifest them into chapter like stories in our mind...

Dream big and dream wide as you are the master of your own dream...

Dreams gone bad are called nightmares...
Avoid them...

/Dreams

Black & White~

2009-03-30T12:49:00.004+08:00

The world seems dull without you...
Robbed of its colours and feelings that once overflowed throughout the surroundings that felt so sweet. Bring back those that have been taken and may life spring back into its wonderful self and invigorate me once more.
For the black and white edition of life seems boring and disgustingly dull~

Anyone?~

2009-03-28T14:48:00.005+08:00

Play with me....
won't you?
please?
anyone?

anyone.....

Three words~

2009-03-27T19:10:00.001+08:00

Who would I so blindly say those three words to....

I Love You.

What used to please me just doesn't please me anymore~

2009-03-24T21:12:00.004+08:00

hmmmm!

Worthwhile~

2009-03-21T21:40:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile,
Since I last saw a smile....

Its been awhile,
Since I found someone worthwhile...

Ever vigilant trials,
Strength gather and compile...
and just maybe I will....
truly smile...

It really has been a while......

Prelude~

2009-03-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

// Never Let Me Go

Maybe I was dumb
But what I forgot to say
If you didn't know
Is never let me go

[Minutes into Hours into Days]

Wind Wails~

2009-03-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

The wind wails and calls out my name...
Yet it does not move my heart...
For lost it is...
And has not been found....

A sweet secret~

2009-03-18T14:13:00.003+08:00

I wasn't kissing her lips....
I was telling it a secret....