Black & White~

The world seems dull without you...
Robbed of its colours and feelings that once overflowed throughout the surroundings that felt so sweet. Bring back those that have been taken and may life spring back into its wonderful self and invigorate me once more.
For the black and white edition of life seems boring and disgustingly dull~

Anyone?~

Play with me....
won't you?
please?
anyone?

anyone.....

Three words~

Who would I so blindly say those three words to....

I Love You.

What used to please me just doesn't please me anymore~

hmmmm!

Worthwhile~

Its been awhile,
Since I last saw a smile....

Its been awhile,
Since I found someone worthwhile...

Ever vigilant trials,
Strength gather and compile...
and just maybe I will....
truly smile...

It really has been a while......

Prelude~

// Never Let Me Go

Maybe I was dumb
But what I forgot to say
If you didn't know
Is never let me go

[Minutes into Hours into Days]

Wind Wails~

The wind wails and calls out my name...
Yet it does not move my heart...
For lost it is...
And has not been found....

A sweet secret~

I wasn't kissing her lips....
I was telling it a secret....

Laying awake at night~

With every setting of the sun comes a sleepless and frustrating night....
How I longed for my eyes to feel heavy and drop over my eyes just as the curtains fall on a never ending show...
How I longed for the sweet walk along dreamland that has eluded me for so long....
How I longed to leave all my pains and sorrow behind the moment my head hit the pillow...

But that was not to be....

Child's play~

On a snowy day...
I ran up to the window and pressed against the glass window where on display was a toy that I just had to have.
As I eyed the toy with all my childish intent of dreamy wishing of holding it in my possession that I was pressing against the icy gold glass that separated me and the toy by a few inches that it started to hurt....

Then mum came and wrenched my body from the window sill as we were already late.....
I struggled and glanced back upon the toy shop that was disappearing in the snow....
In the rushing of getting somewhere....
My sorrow was missed...

To have a home~

This is a place I feel at home....
This is a place I don't feel alone...


note to self : Don't die.

Realities you chose to ignore~

I can't sleep so I'll just pretend I did...
With my list of realities that you chose to ignore...
I lay awake through the night...
Wondering why you did...

Sigh~

How long has it been.... since I smiled... without having to fake it....
Too long I say.....

Today was an utter day of misery but fortune and luck did favour me on occasions which help relieve the overwhelming shadow which crept alongside me. A sense of emptiness that could not be filled by any amount of comfort or joy that was poured into it for the thing it hungered most was not to be found...

To cap things off.... A lousy performance from Man United meant being punished by a quite sparkling Liverpool side that swept the Reds aside which I might add did not help with my emotional state.

Tomorrow will be a new day.... a new day to wipe that annoying sigh of hopelessness from my breath...
Till then....
CONTINUE FAKING THAT SMILE!
weeeeeeeeeee~

All I ever wanted~

Bass Hunter~

All I ever wanted,
was to see you smiling.
I know that I love you,
oh baby why don't you see,
that all I ever wanted,
was to make you mine.

All I ever wanted,
was to see you smiling,
all I ever wanted,
was to make you mine,
I know that I love you,
oh baby why don't you see that all I ever wanted,
was you and me...

Fear~

Do we shape our own destiny..... or is the path we will journey on has already been set?
Believing one can shape and create one's own path is something one wishes for...

Over the course of life I have learned that if you really try hard enough.... You can achieve anything.... You could even change someones heart where no other could....

But lately.... a sense of emptiness and powerless has been lingering upon me like a dampen shadow...

and my fears were realized.....

I'm Back~

Weeeeee~ Welcome back ME!
Internet has been down for a few days so I've absent...
Many apologizes to all who missed me...
I know you did!
It's natural so don't worry too much~

Thats all for now... Look forward to my next post which is gonna be up soon i think....
Till then....
Sayonara~

You ain't Important~

I can only please one person per day, today is not your day and tomorrow doesn't look good either.

Birthday Sis~

Happy Happy Birthday!
To my lil sis who isn't so little~
All the best for your SPM and everything else you have going for you....
I really do hope your results are better than mine even at the cost of surrendering boasting rights over to you....


Zhue Ni Sheng Ri Kuai Le~
Muaxx
Bro....

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Lipstick~

I would peel off your lipstick,
with a kiss,
without allowing a single tear,
to smudge your mascara.