I could live my life without you~ I could stop dreaming of you~ I could try to forget you~ I could tell myself I don't need you~ I could tell my friends I'm over you~
yet.... Who am I trying to fool? There is nothing without you~
The sun shines so brightly through the impecable clouds yet it does not penetrate the shabby windows that defines the line of my dark prison of a room that sees no light from the outside world that seems to sparkle and filled with laughter so sweet that it sickens my heart~
Chance upon the possibility that we may meet unexpectedly.... Expressing surprise at the sight of the other yet happiness swells inside as joy fills our heart for the encounter is more than welcomed~ May it be a start of something new and spectacular~
I ask not for the world, just the acknowledgement of my presence in your eyes as we spend stolen moments together making the evening as perfect as can be~
You make my heart shudder upon the thought of having you yet I have no other desire greater than the one that longs for your company through lonely nights that seem so long and frightening. Every breath beside you is a breath wish reliving for it makes the world sparkle upon the very smile on your face as you melt the erected barriers of defenses surrounding my heart that I have built to shield myself off from such emotions that may wreak havoc upon what is so fragile.
You were a such a pleasant melody that soothed the harshest of my fears that I have longed for in many but could not find yet it will elude me furthermore for its possession falls to another.
The pouring shower of rain cleanses the world along with my heart for the freshness it invokes deep within can't be helped but lifted onto the surface of my soul as I feel every drop of water hitting me sending an intoxicating pulse through me like a rush none before.
In those treasure moments I stood before you just before entering a bliss of ecstasy as a kiss like no other ever given birth is born and thus ends the beating of my heart for I surrender to thee my most prized possesion.
I'm bored. I'm sick of being second best to everything. I'm tired of being the one who always swallows the vulgar taste of rejection and unwelcomed hospitality.
When do I get to the one?! When will I be the person you wanna spend time with?! When will the time come when I am the person you're looking for?!
Why can't I be the main attraction?! Why can't I be the person your world revolves around?! Why can't the idea of just spending time with me bring a smile to your face?!
For those who left me out in the cold just because you had something more important to do!