Elusive Sunrise~

Sunrise......

The rising of the sun,a beacon of a new beginning... a ray of hope bursting through the distant horizon as we stared upon the thin line where the sea seem to end, seated by her side on the shore waiting for the arrival of an orange limelight that would radiate at the crack of dawn... I was.... happy....

Light slowly crept all around us... illuminating the wonders and beauty of the beach but.... a cloud in the distant seem to hover right upon the very spot where the sun would have made its grand entrance as though hugging and concealing all of the sun's wonder for itself... yet.......

Nothing could spoil such a wonderful morning... not even the absence of a promised sunrise could dampen the moment.... A moment shared between you and I....

For I held your hand in mine.....

Let go~

I found that.... I've been preaching and advicing others to let go.. Forgive & forget.... Let down your pride... and.... it so happens... I was put to the very same test... and.... it sure is harder said than done...

But I stick by my word that if you really truly put an effort to avoid unnecessary fights and quarrels... It can be done....

Learn to take a punch... Not when its easy.... but when its hard... when someone deals an intended blow to your pride and ego.... Do not let anger consume and take over... as regret soon follows..

Peace~

Relax~

These past few days have taught me... to enjoy the better things in life... to... take a step back from all the rushing and hectic shecludes and just.... enjoy the moment...

I did whatever I fancied... I spent whenever I wanted... I lazed around as it suited... and it felt very very good....

No budget to worry bout... No worries to fuss about... No appointments... No dead line task to finish... Just.... relaxing...

So my advice today is to!
Step back from everything and enjoy the moment..... We're in the prime of our youths.. Like my friend always said... Worrying brings wrinkles... and we don't want wrinkles do we?

-Relax-

Smile~

Life has so much to offer if you treat everday as a new beginning and recognise it for its potential to bring much fulfilment...

This few days have been quite blessed for me and has enlighten me into further fields of knowledge and skills that I knew but never really ventured.

So smile! and wake up knowing all the opportunities and chances you might meet and create... If you wait for life to happen... You'll end up realizing that it has already happened!

Life is finally looking bright and I've happier than ever!
Thanks mainly to someone special and a new car! muahahahhaha!

How was your day then?

Love?~

A very close friend of mine.... Asked what was my definition of love...

So.... It got me thinking...

Love to me is... to feel the rush of happiness that only someone really really special provokes...

Her presence making everything else in the world... truly n utterly insignificant....

The quickening of my heart as she gazes into my eyes while i fall deeper into hers...

The taste of her sweet lips pressing upon mine arousing my every senses....

So...
How would you define your love?

*Comment generously my friends*

This is WAR!~

Fire in the hole! *bang bang bang* BOOM BOOM bOOM!

Peciu! Peciu! Peciu! DIE DIE DIE!!!

Why are there so many couples squabbling over every single thing?!

Why are couples fighting so much?!?!
You don't understand! I want you to think what you did wrong! Why are you like this?! ARGHH!

Ah hem~ ..
* To love is to see perfection is an imperfect person *

Talk to each other... Listen to each other... Find solutions to the problem... Communicate... Compromise.... and GUYS!... Take a step back and let things slide a lil.... Are there no more gentlemen?! Picking fights with girls... ishhh Grow up!

Be grateful of your gf/bf .... We get so use to such love and tenderness that we tend to forget just how good having someone to hold at night really is...

I wished I had the same luck...

What if~

What If...
Every day was treated like a new beginning?

Where grudges, bitterness, unforgiveness, and worries died the moment your head hit the pillow. And at the time you had awaken to a new morning your mind would be renewed, not lacking knowledge or wisdom from the past, but building on what has been made from prior situations and circumstances.

Each person you'd come into contact with you'd treat like it had been the first time you'd met them and your first impression persona was at the top of it's game. Being kind, loving, unconditional in terms of your friendship in how things are done to show thanks. What if, we did things without having presumptuous intentions of wanting to be thanked for what we had done.

What if, we shared our gifts just out of love and never had the expectations of wanting to be loved in return, because we had the reassurance of knowing we're already loved regardless of what we do.

What if, our confidence was placed in something bigger then ourselves so that our dreams weren't limited to our own fears and insecurities.

What if, believing was reality?

Muffin~

Happiness is to find the last muffin~












Sadness is realizing you've already eaten it~









* Have you made someone smile lately? *

L.O.V.E~

I gave you my all.

All I wished for,
was for you to hold me tight...

Was that too much too ask?

L.O.V.E

Don't say you love me~

On a dark rainy night.......
Standing at the far corners under the shelter of a nearby bus stop seeking cover from the pouring rain thundering in the distant night stood a beautiful young lady and a charming young man both dripping wet as the unforgiving rain caught them off guard moments before....

As fierce some bolts of lighting lit up the sky as bright as day..... The young man slowly approached the lady with a sense overwhelming guilt that could not be shaken off...

Luke : I'm sorry.... I really am... What you saw... Is not what you think! I.... wasn't thinking straight... Please...
Lily... Say something... Anything.....

With her back facing the charming young man behind her.... Tears trickled down..... Tears Luke knew but could not see....

Lily : I'm.... Fine.... * hiccup* I just wanna be alone.... I'll be alright...

Luke : I'm really sorry... I really am... I.....

*Hug*

Lily : NO! Let go! How could you! HOW COULD YOU! I gave so much for you! I really fell for you! yet.... You do this! Tell me! Was her lips so much better than mine?!

With tears rolling down her cheek.... She unlocks herself from Luke's embrace... Never looking back....


- I never want to love again..... -

Humility~

Humbled by imperfection,
Laid down by pride,

Wasted by ignorance,
Swept by loneliness~


Spared by nothing more than the mere fainting breathes of dying thoughts....

Would I be missed if I were to be lost into the depths of the future...
Fading into the background with every passing moment...

Drowned by the overwhelming waves of uncertainty which follows on as we take each step forward into tomorrow.

I was nothing....
I never meant anything...

Fade~

I tend to disappear here and there,
So concentrate and you’ll find me everywhere...

Burnt~

Valentines Day has passed and to my delight, many has happened on this very special day~

To my bro who got burnt~ Learn and grow from the experience... I really think your a great guy and any gal who finally finds that out will truly have found a jewel to hold dear to...
What ever does not kill you will make you stronger~

I know most of us had wonderful and romantic hopes for V-Day and whether disappointment or satisfaction greeted you this V-Day, know that it was worth it and lets hope next year will bring even greater joy~

Weeeeeee~
muaxxxx~

Happy Happy V-Day~

Happy Valentines Day everyone~~~

May love blossom and share with you the wonders of its magical spells...

muaxxx~

Forgotten~

Everyone seems to have something to do....
Something happening in their lifes...
Something on their mind....

Except me....

*sigh*

Yerr~

Yerr......... Don't I get a Valentine too?

*silent*


-Life is a journey, and love is what makes the journey worthwhile-

Tip of the iceberg~

A close friend of mine raised a very good question to me the other day.... How do you really actually define a relationship.... Do we really need all the hugs and kisses or the touch of our partners or is it the thought and prospect of loving him/her enough.

I salute you my friend to able to continuously hold on and make your relationship work even without all the romance a relationship should have. For I couldn't
do what you could do as I had given up on my crush once before for this very reason.

You are a testament that love knows no boundaries.... But I sincerely hope you will reconsider making this V-Day a special one for the both of you. You've only just experienced a minor fraction of what happiness and joy love brings.... There's still much to enjoy if you give it a chance...

Don't be alone on V-Day like me! I just won't have it!
Its sad enough to be alone on Valentines Day when you don't have someone to share it with... Its worse when your not sharing it with your loved one!

Ignored~

Would you catch me if i fall....
Did you even notice me at all...

Both feets in~

Love is in the air.... Love is in the air!
Valentines Day is just round the corner... I've already done a piece on couples for V-Day.. Now what about all the fine single ladies and gentleman out there?

Well Valentines Day just might be what we all need to get our love life going.
This post is a shout out to someone close to me and everyone else there who hopes to find someone special this coming V-Day.

Take a chance in love no matter how impossible the chances might be... Its always better to have tried and failed than never trying.

So stop with the luke warm impressions of showing interest caused your scared of rejection and fully utilize V-Day and GO ALL IN without holding back! Present a sincere and honest heart..... and leave the rest to cupid and her lil arrows of love....

V-Day comes once a year and its one of my favorite days.... I hope this year will be a V-Day for all of us to cherish and hold dear to our hearts....

We don't love to be loved,
We love to love~

Bro's birthday~

Today is my brother YEW HAU'S BIRTHDAY!!
weeeeeeeee~

Sorry I didn't get you a cake.... and slam your head in it after singing happy birthday to you tho... Its tradition!

18 years ago.... this very day.... The world became a darker place.... cause my bro came into this world kicking and screaming his ass off....

But I'm glad he did... Cause he is one of my best friends and I will always consider him as my Brother!

Happy Birthday BRO!
See you when I get back!
XOXO

Superman~

Life seems so hard....
I'm tired....
*sigh*

I always liked superman and I wouldn't shy away from Lois Lane either.....
How come only Clark Kent gets to be superman!
I wanna be superman too..... *sigh*

Up there! In the sky! Is it a bird?! Is it a plane?!
*slap*
wake up!!

V-Day~

VALENTINE'S DAY IS ALMOST HERE! OMG!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

All sweet sweet couples out there! V-Day is one of the best excuses to show how much you really do love one another! so get the candles out and the chocolate flowing and let the Romance BEGIN!

V-Day! V-Day! V-Day!
muaxx! muaxx! muaxx!

Cherry berry~

A hug is a hug!
A kiss is a kiss!
A cherry is what a cherry is!

Never say NEVER!~

Why has everyone given up on love?! Why are they so many singles out there?!
Again and again I've received the answers that their fed up with all the complications of a relationship and just aren't bothered to try again...

So many negatives.... so much pain and hurt from past relationships that makes the prospect of getting serious just too painful....

but..... what about all the good and wonderful days that we once shared and hold precious to our hearts. How they looked us in the eyes and made everything alright. How their heads fit so perfectly on our shoulder.... and how a simple kiss cure all the problems in the world...

I for one will not give up on love as for the amount of lonely days I had to endure, I would trade it a million times over to find the perfect one....

-Don't look up and wish upon a star,
Reach for one instead-

Muaxx~

A kiss blown is a kiss wasted....
the only real kiss is a kiss tasted...

Romeo... Where the hell are you~

Freedom! Single AND available! Hitting the clubs! Flirting at every opportunity!

Weeee~~~~

yet... something isn't right... the nights seems quiet and still....

As we climb in bed after an eventful night... do you feel an emptiness inside...

How we wished we had someone to share the last cookie with... Someone to hold tight through the night... Someone to wake up to in the morning that just made the world right....

Aww~~ Good things comes to those who wait....
so wait a lil longer....

You gotta kiss a lot of frogs before you find the prince....
so keep on kissing~

Have a lil faith~

You asked "who is she?" while I asked who she could be....

Forgive & Forget~

Weee~ For all those who just had a fight or a quarrel or even a lil show down of words.... A question for you to ponder: Does it really matter whose fault it is?

The chaos of war blinds us of the damage we cause yet when the dust settles~ We might live to regret our actions~

A stone thrown is a stone lost~
Milk spilled an ugly course~
Words said are words gone~
Harm caused never undone~


So for all those who had a fight, pick up the phone and whisper those magical words of apology and let the rest be forgotten~

Especially true to couples, it doesn't matter who wins the fight cause in the end both sides suffer and you just might have presented a golden opportunity to an outsider to creep into what was and hopefully still is rightfully yours~

Cherish what you have for someone out there might just take it all away from you~

Lion King 2~

Kiara and Kovu! Ahhh such fairy tale romance.... Love triumphs all! I highly recommend this movie to those who are looking for inspiration and that all perfect love scene~

A perfect movie to cuddle up with someone special and to get those sparks flying too! *wink wink*

~The way she looks me in the eyes is just priceless~

Walk away~

"Go ahead. I just want you to hate me. That way, at least you won’t forget me."

Self pity~

Why is it that whenever we fall flat on our faces after getting rejected by someone~ we start doubting ourselves? We start thinking of all the weaknesses we have tried to hard so hide and swept under the carpet~ begin comparing other individuals that we all know we will never live up to ~ and finally come to conclusions that we are inferior to someone else~ THAT IS JUST SHIT! We are no lesser of an outstanding person when they first fell for us or when we first caught their glances than we are now after all has been said and done! I am who i am and if that isn't enough~ Your not the one for me!! No more hiding in the shadows and crying through the night unnoticed! Its time we announced our arrival of the new and improved us! We shall not repeat the same mistakes and we will show those that didn't have the foresight to see the man and woman we could become! So my friends i call out to you all to leave the sorrow and bitterness of yesterday and look forward into tommorow as every rising of the sun is a new day and the beginning of new possibilities~~

First Passage~

This will be my first post~ with live making everyday hell, i think its gonna be very eventful as we get this blog of mine started!!